This would be a read more but mobile
my mom had to be operated on for appendicitis last night completely out of the blue which is just like ONE MORE THING but things could be a lot worse and I feel okay and she feels okay now. I was at the ER for like 11 hours yesterday and I just felt so helpless. we still have to move into our new house and I’m useless because I’m at school all day so it’s basically just up to my dad now
I love school but waking up at 6 every morning is killing me. Adderall is just kind of raising my heart rate without actually helping my sleepiness so I’m trying Provigil and I think it’s just kind of doing the same thing, narcolepsy sucks but I am determined to do everything and do it well. I feel like I’m taking on too much responsibility with everything that I’m volunteering for but I want to do it all. I have so much typography homework left to do before tomorrow morning but I don’t feel incredibly stressed, things could be so much worse.
If I could have anything it would probably be a switch that I could flip to stop crying, I cry at everything I can’t control myself
Pr Art Deco style DIRECTIONAL Leather Club Chairs.
Celestial Lunar Oracle ring with deeply antiqued sterling silver, white topaz accent.
if i am dead by the end of this semester at least know that i was happy